Thursday, September 28, 2006
im in this with you.all i need is support to get through.dont give me the option out.im not in this to opt out.hearing those words from you hurt.i cant believe you said that.the person im doing this forthe person i look to for supportis turning me down.if only someone understood what im feeling.what im going through.it aint that hard.but there is still sacrifices made.sacrifices i make willingly.but til those words came outta your mouthi doubt whatever im doing.all i need is to hear from you.guess other more important stuff are delaying you.its just never too late for you.lucky you.as the bus took me away from youfurther and furtheri have been waiting.heal my heart soon.
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
so many many people falling ill.what is wrong?get well soon everybody.im fasting with the boyfriend.four days down.twenty-six more to go.and four days have really showed significant decrease in the digits on the weighing scale.cool isnt it.i wonder what twenty-six more days can do.that is a bonus.supps are over.and i am confident i'll pass this time around.so holidays have resumed.more fun and shopping coming my way.i miss the girlfriends!
Monday, September 25, 2006
so two losts.bucks lost to scc 18-6tpiranhas lost to src 3-2we'll meet src again next week in the semis.1st vs 4th and 2nd vs 3rdwe will fight against src for 2nd place to go into the finals.wantoks will take 1st place thats for sure.and blacks 4th.so 2nd is ours to fight for.that has to depend on how much we really want it.think we can do lots better. than last week.
Saturday, September 23, 2006
today is a big day for baby and me.bucks against scc for under23's finals.tpiranhas against src.this match is our last game of the round robin before moving on to the semifinals.it is a deciding match to determine our place in ntl.if we win this match we will take second place.if we dont we'll take third place.we've won src once on home ground.but that doesnt mean anything.cos judging from our games with our teams we're of almost equal standing.except that wantoks beat them 2-1 and beat us 6-1.since they are of club level.their pride is at stake.will pressure get the better of them?we'll see.this match will be exciting.bucks will take it away!tpiranhas will do well too!
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
happy 18th birthday lorencia dear!its been almost two wonderful years knowing you.and you sure add colours to my life in school.thanks for being sucha wonderful sweet lil friend.i miss you a whole lot.have a blast on your special day!loves.
Monday, September 18, 2006
happy 18th birthday maby baby!i love you girl. lots.thanks for all the crazy and nonsensical times woman.i'll always remember your determination.the feminine one of us all.haha.have a blast on your special day!muacks.i'll see you soon!loves.
Thursday, September 14, 2006
valentineif there were no wordsno way to speaki would still hear youif there were no tearsno way to feel insidei'd still feel for youand even if the sun refused to shineeven if romance ran out of rhymeyou would still have my heart until the end of timeyou're all I need my love my valentineall of my lifei have been waiting forall you give to meyou've opened my eyesand showed me how to love unselfishlyi've dreamed of this a thousand times beforebut in my dreams I couldn't love you morei will give you my heartuntil the end of time...you're all I need my love my valentineand even if the sun refused to shineeven if romance ran out of rhymeyou would still have my heart until the end of timecause all I need is you my valentineyou're all I need my love my valentine
Monday, September 11, 2006
oh my gosh.oh my gosh.i got an email from anne goh.its about under 19 touch youth squad.it says:dear playerscongratulations on being selected by your coaches/teachers to try out for the under 19 touch youth squad.the plan is to field in an "all stars team" (the best players from each school put together, you lot) to play against the winners of the world all schools championships as a friendly match....oh man.this is such an honour.haha gale sup and steph got this mail too.this is so cool.im so glad.there'll be a selection in november.i dont really care about the results of the selection. although it will be real nice to be able to make the team.but to be able to make it into the list of players for selection is already such an honour.oh gosh oh gosh.im excited.smiles. smiles. smiles.im a happy girl.all the best for your driving test tomorrow boyfriend!you will pass!and drive me around soon!loves.
Saturday, September 09, 2006
i love you baby bear.my very own elvis.when you gonna serenade me?happy love day.lotsa love.
Friday, September 08, 2006
i'll be independent again.i wont be a bother anymore.you dont need me anyway.look forward to more of such days.i dont know the answer to that question.goodnight world.
Thursday, September 07, 2006
the perfect day.the best birthday ever.sixth september two thousand six.got a bear delivery at twelve midnight when sixth september just began.the bear hand delivered a real big glow in the dark card.made specially by himself.what a great way to start my special day.loves.then was a big big choc fudge cake from baby.yummilicious.back home only to find my room decorated with balloons.a surprise from my lovely team mates.and lotsa lotsa food.thanks to supi for organising.thanks to luu steph dee yam miao for making it happen.love you girls.thanks so so much.dinner with the family was nice.i got the biggest and most special present-baby.a big cake and a huge card from him.a cactus from silas.a voucher from luu steph and dee.a really cute birthday picture poem book from steph.a sportsbra and a card from the girlfriends.gonna get a phone from mummy and daddy.red packets from grandma and uncle albert.lotsa lotsa lotsa love from everybody.loves.slept and woke up with my special someone beside me for the previous two nights.that really meant alot.what a birthday.special.and definitely unforgettable.thanks to everybody who made this day possible.the brains behind all these-baby.love you lots.you've done so much for me.thanks baby.you make me feel so special.i cant thank you enough.the one who gives me happiness.the one who put smiles on my face.the one who is so very special to me.the one i cant do without.love you.
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
dinner with the girlfriends was fun and nice.its been a long time since we met up.had lotsa talk and catching up.talking about our futures in studies and where we wanna go for holidays.together sometime.they interrogated me about how i got together with the boyfriend.had lotsa fun taking stupid pictures.and still im the only one who can take cool pictures.im the one with the cool look.haha.val is so full of nonsense.whatever bargirl.im the only one who looks like i will dance to shakira's hips dont lielike whatever whatever.val val val.she's got paul twohill's hair.haha.im so glad project guess watch was a success.maby baby was so touched. she couldnt accept the present.haha.just alil effort from us to fulfil her wish.she kept saying no more another of such present.and she likes it alot that she's gonna put it up on display.i enjoyed myself.thanks girlfriends for making today so wonderful.another outing soon!missing you.
last kissby pearl jam oh where oh wherecan my baby bethe lord took heraway from meshe's gone to heavenso i gotta be goodso i can see my baby when i leave this worldwe were out on a datein my daddy's carwe hadnt drivenvery farthere in the roadstraight aheada car was stalledthe engine was deadi couldnt stopso i swerved to the righti'll never forgetthe sound that nightthe screaming tyresthe bustin glassthe painful screamthat i heard lastoh where oh wherecan my baby bethe lord took heraway from meshe's gone to heavenso i gotta be goodso i can see my babywhen i leave this worldwhen i woke upthe rain was pourin' downthere were peoplestanding all aroundsomething warm gointhrough my eyesbut somehowi found my babythat nighti lifted her headshe looked at me and saidhold me darlinjust a little whilei held her closei kissed herour last kissi found the lovethat i knew i had missed well now she's goneeven though i hold her tighti lost my lovemy life that nightoh where oh wherecan my baby bethe lord took heraway from meshe's gone to heavenso i gotta be goodso i can see my babywhen i leave this world
so i survived the exams.
oh man.
its like finally over.
i almost died.i hope i didnt do too bad.
i love september.
Friday, September 01, 2006
i know where doctors get their cursive cursive illegible handwriting from.from exams!!!i really totally absolutely am on the verge of giving up.one more paper to go.but i just cant take it anymore!