another side of me

Friday, August 31, 2007

wishlistjustgetslonger.

zara dress

zara top

mango bottoms

mango jeans

topshop leggings

dkny/adidas watch

guess brooch

pull and bear cardigan

closet affair dress

lalalalala.

exams are gone.
school is over.
september is here.

septemberislove.
<3

Thursday, August 30, 2007

disguising mistakes with goodbyes.

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

it's a vicious cycle.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

who doesn't long for someone to hold.
who knows how to love you without being told.

undeserving.

Monday, August 27, 2007

wooooooooo.

one more paper to go.
i dont care about the rest that have past.
once it's over it's over!
last paper of hmm
my poly life.
and maybe my entire life.
haa.

this time i got more drive in me to study.
which is rather strange.
can't wait for it to be over.
can't wait for it to be over.

holiday starts in three days time.
hit me.

Thursday, August 23, 2007

i am always made to wait.
wasting my time away waiting for others.
if only people can be punctual and show up in the duration they say they would.
so much more can be done.
my time is precious.
they dont appreciate the time i sacrifice or set aside for them.
they dont respect that.
not that im not patient but
i just hate waiting as much as i hate making others wait.

time concept.

Friday, August 17, 2007

today has gone terribly wrong.

Thursday, August 16, 2007

so it turned out fine.
it aint that bad.
attachment is at sgh.
husbandry.
and im working with macaques.
better than nothing i'd say.
i hope i get paid.

one term test gone.
with captain's ball competition yesterday and term test today
it's no wonder im so tired.
lab test tomorrow.
and then comes the weekend.

its scary how i've had my last everything in school.
last tutorial
lecture
lab.
going on to 5months of student internship.
no more assignments and projects.
except the major one.
how time flies.
and how fast im growing older.
and soon graduating.

i got my mirror today
at ikea with mummy.
and i told her about my room revamp.
ikea got me thinking and wanting.
so much so i drew out the design of my room.
back to the good ol days of perspective art and colouring.
i mean im not sure if i wanna further my studies anymore.
so i needa get my room done.
to have it reflect me.
and being a place i spend most of my time in
it gotta be what i feel comfortable in and good looking at.
i cant wait.

it's gonna be an early night.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

despite my efforts
i gotta resign to fate.
how much i dread it.
the release of attachment.
tomorrow.
if only a miracle happened.

tests and more tests.
no time.
gosh.
to think i was proud for having complete my report.
im losing time.
better get back to studying now.

Monday, August 13, 2007

im going down down.

my phone has a serious issue.
sending chinese msges
and not being able to transfer pictures into my computer.
gotta get it fixed soon.
far far away is the service centre.

i've got a cold sore waiting to rise from my lip.
pfft.

and then my mirror fell
and broke into a thousand pieces.
i saw it all happening in slow mo
and i could only cover my ears.
helpless.

the door is so empty
without my reflection.
insecurity creeps in.
i need a mirror
so bad.

Saturday, August 11, 2007

the past few days were nice.

thursday
evening was spent with the boyfriend.
i really enjoyed myself.
dinner.
piggyback.
car rides.
fireworks.
dvds.
cuddles.
it was nice.

friday
was spent tanning with luu.
yummy donuts too.

today
was shopping with chris.
boy did we go places.
and dinner after with the girlfriends.
von moy and jasmine joined us.
roasted chicken leg and warm bread and butter pudding.
baked rice and chocolate fondue.
chris made me a glutton today.
we went crazy on the streets.
all the way to city hall.
it was great fun.
it's been a while.

cravings satisfied.
shopping
yet to be.

Monday, August 06, 2007

i have no idea why im so tired today.

im looking forward to the days ahead.

to do list:
-pdl
-save money
-buy zara dress and top
-go on a holiday
-worry over sip
-get a tan
-(more) shopping
-time with the boyfriend
-dine at fish and co
-satisfy my craving for bread pudding
-study
-driving lessons
-count down the days to my next payday
-rugby please

Sunday, August 05, 2007

today
i got released from my no life days.
after so long
i gotta go shopping!
with beloved chris.
it was quite fruitful.
with chris and her
'im not addicted to shopping.
i just get carried away'
excuse.

more more more!
some time soon.

so shopping really did me good.
now my birthday wishlist just got extended by a whole lot.
ask me ask me!
what i want for my birthday.
hmm.

i want my zara clothes!
anybody?

movie after with luu dearest.
the simpsons is so retardedly hilarious.
a must watch.
five thumbs up.

the break from rugby
the days to leave my nails long for manicure
the days to grow fat
were short lived.
good while it lasted.
cos that message brought a smile to my face.
rugby im back!
ntl
here i come!

i promise.
but
terms and conditions apply.
so
what's the freakin point?

i lasted a whole day of shopping
with aching calves
from gym yesterday.
nothing beats retail therapy.
but it does harm to the wallet.
it's never enough.

had great fun
making cupcakes with steph yesterday too.
not really successful though.
all the different experimentation.
then i had to abandon her halfway.
hope the cupcakes turned out fine.
and that sink too.

goodnight world.
shopaholic needs rest.

Thursday, August 02, 2007

i've been a happy girl for the past few days.

csas interview
yesterday
went well.
i hope.
so the rest can get higher grades too.

trying to look my best
and presentable.
i get called a bar girl/ bartender
ready for party.
havoc.
this image will never be gotten rid of.

i got my pay.
and i hope she forgets.

the boyfriend has been nice.
loves.

all is well
until today.
i found something out.
BOO.
something that really spoilt my mood
like totally
pisses me off.
which turned me into a mean bean
giving my girlfriends a hard time.
damn it.
angry.
i dont wanna.
i dont like to be turned down.
i dont like to know that my choices are limited.
big boo.
BOO.

will someone make me feel better
please.

5 hours of lab.
doing stitching on bananas.
going mad over bananas.
all the different suturing patterns.
and role playing.
tired.