another side of me

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

did i mention that steph haha and i had delicious cheesecakes yesterday?
YUM.
YUM.
YUM.
yummiliciously yum.
love TUESDAYS.

more shopping!
being broke
i goes window shopping.
retail therapy satisfies my soul.
trying on beautiful clothes teases those taste buds.

so many things i look forward to.
time sure flies to bring them close.
before i know it
they'll all become memories.
sometimes i wish time would pause at that very present moment.
when it just feels like eternity with you.

your smell lingers on even after you've left.
i love your smell.
i hope i was good company.
i love you.

lalala.
im a happy girl.
nonsensical nonsense.

goodnight world.

Sunday, June 24, 2007

it always take something major to remind the heart of who has that special place.
then will that takenforgranted-ness turn into treasury.

i think im falling in love all over again.

school starts tomorrow.
pfft.
i have only my friends to look forward to.

get well mummy.

iloveyou stupid boyfriend.
blue. red. champagne.

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

never did i think this would happen.
at least not now.

so many questions i wanna ask.
all the whys hows whats and whens.
but there was never an appropriate time.
never will there be.
so many thoughts on my mind right now.

i wanted to be there
to have the loud music blasting in my ears to distract me.
i want to be there
where the sounds of wave would keep me company
under the stars of the night sky
i want to be alone
yet i want you to be with me.
i could really use some company.
some support.

its time to move on.
i dont wanna keep thinking.
i've got no way out.
my only way out was the reason that caused it in the first place.

so im gonna put this behind me.
its just a nightmare.

on a lighter happier note
i passed my btt!
:)
thanks steph for the woo wooooo.

seriously.
im a cat magnet.
i looked out my window to this meowing lil kitten.
the next thing i know
he was on my sofa sleeping beside my mummy!
like hello.
what a shock.
but mummy and daddy says no no to the lil kitty cat.
so i got no choice but to put him outside the house in a box.
i wish i could keep him.
i can never say no to animals.
it doesnt make things easier for me that he keeps looking at me and meowing constantly.
poor lil things
anybody wish to adopt him?
pfft.
he's really cute.
with nice stripes nice long tail and orange eyes.

i love you baby.

goodnight world.

Saturday, June 16, 2007

better than me
by hinder

i think you can do much better than me
after all the lies that i made you believe
guilt kicks in and i start to see
the edge of the bed
where your nightgown used to be
i told myself i won't miss you
but i remembered
what it feels like beside you
i really miss your hair in my face
and the way your innocence tastes
and i think you should know this
you deserve much better than me

while looking through your old box of notes
i found those pictures i took
that you were looking for
if there's one memory i don't want to lose
that time at the mall
you and me in the dressing room
i told myself i won't miss you
but i remembered
what it feels like beside you
i really miss your hair in my face
and the way your innocence tastes
and i think you should know this
you deserve much better than me

the bed i'm lying in is getting colder
wish i never would've said it's over
and i can't pretend... i won't think about you when i'm older
cause we never really had our closure
this can't be the end
i really miss your hair in my face
and the way your innocence tastes
and i think you should know this
you deserve much better than me
i really miss your hair in my face
and the way your innocence tastes
and i think you should know this
you deserve much better than me
(and i think you should know this)
(you deserve much better than me)

happy 20th birthday lu-anne!

bbq was nice.
thanks.
im glad you like your present.
i love pool side fun.

steph and i will be back for more.

one week of term break is almost over.
it's quite alright.
a few ups and downs.
but everything came out up in the end.
:)
i wanna upload pictures.
but i cant.
and also im lazy.
pfft.

my phone got virus.
boo.

Saturday, June 09, 2007

campbell soup
half boiled eggs
milo
fruits
warm teddybear
hugs and kisses
are love.

popcorn with movie soon please.

Friday, June 08, 2007

i got stood up on the 15th.

that expecting heart has fallen sick.
no more energy to go on hoping.
expecting.
gone is optimism.
so is innocence.
you planned misery.

sweet sweet revenge.

thank you for being there.

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

overdosage.
that's what so many days of studying have done to me.
still papers were just alright.
im so glad two papers are over.

three more to go.
pfft.

im so upset.
i cant transfer pictures from my handphone to my computer.
can somebody help me?

alright.
pol ite is in july.
like really really soon.
intensive training starts right after term tests.
this year is ours to take.
i want it bad.

i really dont know how to be real
to those who are fake.
i wish i could see their hearts
instead of judging from their hypocrisy.
but maybe if i can
all i see is a disgusting sight of black.
dont expect my trust.
cos you've betrayed it.
it's weird that they put u in ugly.

i needa sweat it out.