another side of me

Friday, December 29, 2006

girlfriends!
lotsa love.
towned with mab.
then to nydc to wait for the rest of them.

they came by the few.
haha.
and slowly filled the table for ten.
cam whored the whole way through.
created lotsa noise.
ate lots and lots today.
jedi mudster and that bogey cake is yummiyummilicious.
was forced fed with ice cream i tell you.
full.
filled to the brim.
but had lotsa fun.
brought noise wherever we went.
from nydc
went crazy on the streets of orchard road
all the way on the journey home.
many many pictures.
now im real tired.

it's been a long long time.
bra chris gwa jiemin mab moy neh peng val
let's meet up again.
soon.

missyou.

Thursday, December 21, 2006

dark blue

today
someone special fulfilled one of my christmas wishes.
i received a sunflower on my bag after touch today.
it came with a wrapped present and an envelope.
i knew that it had to be steph for sure.
no doubt.
only she would do something sweet like that.
my dearest sweetest lovely friend steph.
the wrapped present was a toy rat for kitty.
he loves playing with it.
i love you loads.
thank you steph.
you're one reason why i dont regret joining touch.

towned with the brother for the very first time today.
and i bought my very first pair of canter shorts.
mab joined us too.
miss this girlfriend lots.
she's still my best shopping buddy.

please rain
go away
let the sun come out
so my sunflower can grow
please rain

no want anymore shades of dark blue skies.

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

for you generous givers out there this festive season
here is my wishlist:

*lg chocolate
*samsung k5 mp3
*havaianas sandals
*black vest
*corset top
*a pair of new rugby boots- i want tiempo mystic! but it's sold out! boo. there's online shopping
*sunflowers
*loads of candy canes
*my loved ones and friends
*lotsa lotsa love

hee.

the family is back.
no work for the parents today.
so everybody is home.

it's been a long time since the whole family went out together.
and today
we went to the new ikea.
bought stuff for the brother's room.
he's doing a revamp.
feasted at the restaurant too.
yummilicious food.

came home and we assembled the stuff together.
the brothers and i.
and i must say we sure work well as a team.

thinking back.
we have grown so much.
from the days we used to quarrel fight and argue over the littlest things.
til today
when we've all mature.
well at times still alil childish.
but it's all for fun's sake.

we became friendly with this indian lady at the restaurant.
and she has three kids- a daughter being the eldest and two younger boys.
just like the order of me and my brothers.
but they're still really young though.
and she actually thought i was the youngest among my brothers.
hohoho.
aint that cool?
the brothers have out grown me
by that much.

how time flies.
christmas is fast approaching.
oh the presents
and the candy canes
the lovely atmosphere of festive joy
reunions with loved ones and friends
the spirit of giving
the lovely decorations and lightings
and love.

i dont wanna spend christmas alone.

Monday, December 18, 2006

kitty went missing for a day.
the whole of saturday.
the boyfriend heard meowing outside on sunday morning.
and i hurried down to open the door and there he was.
he jumped right in.
poor kitty.
i wonder what he did and where he went the whole day
cos we couldnt find him anywhere.
im so glad he's back.
and we got him mittens!
cute.

so the whole family is in bangkok.
all except me.
boo.

daddy gave me money to get my lg chocolate.
but it's no where to be found.
boo boo boo.
im sad.
yesterday i saw a starhub roadshow special
and i could get a lg chocolate for just 48 bucks.
but but but
my phone line is under daddy's name
and his ic is needed.
but where is he?
in bangkok!
and the roadshow ended yesterday.
boo.

im so glad i've got the boyfriend grandma and kitty to keep me company while the family is away.

Thursday, December 14, 2006

term tests are finally over.
so let's not talk about it.
the holidays are here.
and there are so so many things to look forward too.

my handphone is spolit.
so im currently using this antique phone
that i dare not even take out to check the time.
i even hafta hide in the toilet to make a call.
but soon
i'll get my chocolate.

time flies i swear.
xmas is almost here and so is the new year.
my gosh.
i dont wanna grow up so soon.
i dont want time to pass so fast.

sales sales sales
are everywhere.

holiday mood.

Friday, December 08, 2006

today's drama presentation was a success.
there were lines that we forgot but made something up to cover.
there were wrong lines.
and giggling covered by coughing.
but it was alot of fun.
we did well.

til next term.

Thursday, December 07, 2006

here i am blogging when i ought to be studying.
with the kitten chewing on one of my arms.

had school for only an hour today.
10 to 11.
not including later's drama presentation for arts appreciation.

heavy rain today.
just well describes the feeling.
im supposed to be studying since i've got no time over the weekends.
but instead im thinking of how to make things better.
now the truth has been revealed to me.
there isnt only one victim but two.
i dont know who to trust anymore.
feel like the trust i've given has been tossed around for as long as i've been lost.
now im back into reality.
many many people in this world have a shared occupation and passion of being a hypocrite.
and there's this one bitch that just wont shut up.
i knew from the first day i met her.
that brief few minutes.

there is so much at stake.
all i am doing isnt worthwhile anymore.
this sacrifice is not for anything else anymore except the love of the game.
i've heard enough about stuff happening behind.
now talk.
infront of me.
stubborn people.

to go or not to go.
bangkok is the question.

the kitten as taken over me in more ways than one.

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

today is piss shimona off day.
everybody just pissed me off.

some people just try too hard too impress.
some people are simply rude.
hate it when people talk behind other's back.
got no courage to say it face to face.
cowards.

what's the point of having a title or an authority when it's so hard to command presence.
i know it gotta be earned
but what's there to do when basic respect and courtesy isnt there at all?
the coach is still the most patient.
some people just gotta be treated like kids.
but i expect people at this level to act their age.
they should be mature enough to know respect courtesy and initiative.
it aint worthwhile anymore
after what i've heard.
it's so disheartening
that maybe such things will even happen to me.
i've lost the trust and the eagerness.
some people are so not worth the sacrifice.
they just leave me speechless.

i just needa know
i just needa hear
that you want me there.

Monday, December 04, 2006

the weekends was just wonderful.
there was stay over at baby's place.
surprises.
bbq.
lotsa love.
was a happy girl.
except for the standard chartered marathon part.

i was practically feeding mosquitoes.
i was a route marshall.
got real dizzy looking at the crowd of runners coming towards me.
saw people i know.
saw randall tan too.
hot.
and there were people who smiled and wished me good morning and commented me on doing my job.
it's such lil things that put a smile on my face.
which brightens up my day.
which makes my job worthwhile kinda.
i saw this blind runner led by his friend.
really inspiring and touching.
isnt it?
still
twenty bucks isnt worth it at all.
the long wait was terrible.
my legs are itching all over.
itchy scratchy.
and i slept the whole day through after that.
spoilt my day's order.
woke up around eight
and it felt like the next morning.
how i wish the next day was sunday.

so the weekends are over and another week of school is here.
had two hours of animal care and management lab.
handling bunnies.
big fluffy puffy white ones.
and then school was over for me today.
the laptop crashed.
all my photos and songs are gone.
hate it when that happens.
must be the brother.
yet again.
so gonna hafta make full use of the computer when the brother aint home.

there's assignments due
and drama performance this week.
then gonna get loa on friday for world schools and all asian schools championship.
which last for three days.
weekends are burnt again.
term tests are just next week.
oh gosh oh golly.
will the holidays come soon?

Friday, December 01, 2006

tp vs ite
9 - 0

we are the champions!
a clear win.
no team has scored against us this season.
im glad we didnt disappoint.
and we did it.
we brought home the gold medal for the year 3s especially.

the season is finally over.
a well deserved and well needed rest for everyone.
but then again
term tests are coming up.

goodnight world.