Saturday, April 29, 2006
saturdays.
im beginning to dread saturdays.
cos im always bored at home when there are no plans made.
last night wasnt good. just before bed i was thinking about studies.
and i really felt very stressed about it all.
year two. im tired of taking supps. tired of all the studying. all the wordy notes.
cramping all the info in.
why must we go through that. i just feel like i cant do it anymore. just so sick and tired.
thinking of the tests and exams ahead. can i get through poly life.
will i even wanna continue studying after that.
sigh.
so all i did today was ice my thumb and rot in bed watching tv.
how sad.
i could've gone to turf city with the rest but i chose not to.
the distance and the possibility of seeing baby made me decide so.
i cant get to see baby today.
and i guess seeing somebody i love is a great deal to me.
i gotta get used to this.
so i wont feel as strongly the next time it happens again.
cant wait for today to end.
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