another side of me

Thursday, July 06, 2006

today didnt turn out bad.
just that it could have been better.

training was nice.
and fun.
there was no fitness.
and i perspired alot alot alot.
it was nice to feel worked out.
havent scored tries in a long time.
and today i did. twice.
thanks to my looper. whoever it was. i forgot.
and dee for her nice pass.
i love playing with the juniors and seniors today.
like old times.
really comfortable.
there was selection for ymca youth in touch today too.
it was nerve wrecking.
but i emerged from it glad and sad.
i woulnt say happy. cos im somebody that is affected by how my friends are feeling.
their feeligs matter to me.
and i always hope i can make them feel better.
so theres only twelve place in the team.
but sixteen of us.
so four of us had to play in the b team with the freshies.
four were sacrificed.
i've never liked selections.
i really really like trainings like today.
when theres no fitness.
and lotsa games.
and kinda relaxed. on our own kinda thing.
wish trainings could go back to such times.

i did the later part of lab alone today.
cos my lil friend went to give birth.
hahaha.
so unsure.
if no colonies appear dont blame me.
cos maybe i didnt let the glass rod cool before spreading the sample on the agar plate.
oops.
too late when i kinda realise.
so ya.
im sorry if we dont have any results tomorrow.
i'll take full responsibility.
stacia was really helpful.

i only had a meal today.
i should have gotten lighter.
i wonder.

thinking back about the past few days.
actually i've always wanted to play mixed touch with you.
or wondered what it would be like playing beside you.

hopes.
desires.
expectations.

cant do without you.